9.16.2008

One Word Answers

Ok so I figured what the heck what could it hurt to do a short one word thing found on a friends blog.... Here goes nothing...

One Word Answers

Might as well do it too.... 1. Where is your cellphone? floor 2. Where is your significant other? unknown 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? tired 5. Your father? sleeping 6. Your favorite thing? Damian 7. Your dream last night? Performance 8. Your favorite drink? Lemonade 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Front 11. Your hobby? Dance 12. Your fear? Everything 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Wonderland 14. Where were you last night? Sick 15. What you're not? Awakened 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. Where you grew up? HappyValley (sshhhh pretend its only 1, lol) 18. The last thing you did? Accounts 19. What are you wearing? PJ's 20. Your TV? Off 21. Your pets? Outside 22. Your computer? AMAZING!!!! 23. Your life? Mundane 24. Your mood? Confused 25. Missing someone? SnuggleBug!!!! 26. Your car? SHINY!!!! 27. Something you're not wearing? underwear...JK um.... jewelery 28. Last summer? Lost 29. Like someone? ONE? lol 30. Your favorite color? Black!! 31. When was the last time you laughed? Hour 32. Last time you cried? Yesterday 33. Who will do this? Question?

9.12.2008

Some random Surveys that I filled out...

Survey # 1 1. First thing you wash in the shower? *my hair 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? *green 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? *yes 4. Do you plan outfits? *sometimes... 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? *not entirely sure... sorta confuzzled at the current moment though... 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? *my toe nails :D 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? *aim but i dont use it 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having *It was about my ADORABLE nephew that I didn't get to see yesterday. 9. Did you meet anybody new today? *yes 10. What are you craving right now? *Holding Damian!!! 11. Do you floss? *sometimes lol not my strongest thing... 12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? *rabbits 13. When was the last time you talked on aim? *i dont use aim 14. Are you emotional? *can be 15. Would you dance to the taco song? *whats that? 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? *yep thanks to my brothers 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? *lick it 18. Do you like your hair? *yeah usually 19. Do you like yourself? *i guess... 20. Have you ever met a celebrity? *yep 21. Do you like cottage cheese? *usually depends on my mood 22. What are you listening to right now? *the other people in the call center 23. How many countries have you visited? *one... but I'm traveling Europe next year!!!! AAAAAHHHHH 24. Are your parents strict? *no, they know im an adult and make my own decisions 25. Would you go sky diving? *maybe idk yet 26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? *sure I guess 27. Would you throw potatoes at him? *no 28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? *my skirt!!! 29. Have you ever been in a castle? *not a real one 30. Do you rent movies often? *nope, not anymore... my parents sometimes do 31. Who sits behind you in your math class? *I'm not in math right now 32. Have you made a prank phone call? *Once when i was young 33. Do you own a gun? *um... no comment... 34. Can you count backwards from 74? *yeah if i wanted to 35. Who are you going to be with tonight? *Dancers.. 36. Brown or white eggs? *white? i dunno arent they the same? 37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? *yes a few things actually 38. Ever been on a train? *not a real real train 39. Ever been in love? *yes 40. Do you have a cell-phone? *yes 41. Are you too forgiving? *yes I used to be incredibly forgiving but not anymore though... I sorta trained myself to not be forgiving... now I need to find the happy medium... 42. Do you use chap stick? *yes 43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? *i dunno working... 44. Can you use chop sticks? *yes 45. Ever have cream puffs? *of course 46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? *yep watched it at Jake's one night 47. What was the last question you asked? *idk.... are you going to see damian 48. What was the last CD you bought? *idk it was like a billion years ago. 49. Boys or girls? *whats that supposed to mean? do i like boys?, no I like Men. 50. What is your bus number for school? *I don't ride the bus I drive my new car that I just bought 51. Is your hair curly? *no it's wavy. 52. Last time you cried? *Sunday 53. Ever walked into a wall? *yep :P 54. Do looks matter? *honestly? I think they do to some point for everyone... 55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? *no....? 56. Have you ever slapped someone? *oh yes... 57. Favorite time of the year? *Summer 58. Favorite color? *Black, Blue, Pink 59. Are you sarcastic? *nope never... 60. Do you have any tattoos? *nope 61. The last person you held hands with? *Tyler...I think he was the last person... 62. Do you sleep with the TV on? *sometimes 63. Where was your default picture taken at? *Laguna Beach in Cali 64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? *no 65. Do you like your life right now? *i dunno, sure 66. How often do you talk on the phone? *often 67. What is your favorite animal? *bunny wabbit... or a dog... 68. What was the most recent thing you bought? *lunch for me and my mom 69. Do you have good vision? *yep! 70. Can you hula hoop? *used to be able to... i'm retarded now so no.. 71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? *I did once before. I won't make that same mistake twice. 72. Do you have a job? *yep 2! 73. Can you handle the truth? *id rather be told the truth than a lie and yes I can handle the truth even if it hurts.... 74. What are you wearing? *clothes, a peasant blouse and a skirt. :) 75. Have you ever crawled through a window? *yes lol a couple... Survey #2 You must be honest to take this survey! Honestly, are you in love right now? *no, but i do love people just not in that way Honestly, what color is your underwear? *hot pink Honestly, what's on your mind right now? *um... for some odd reason one of my friends is on my mind but also my brand new nephew. Honestly, what are you doing right now? *waiting for a student to call me so that I can log back out and help joyce clean the qui out... Honestly, what did you do today? *Went to classes, danced, went to breakfast with a friend, worked, ran to the bank, got food for me and my mom... now I'm workin again Honestly, do you think you are attractive? *sometimes Honestly, have you done something bad today? *depends on your definition of what qualifies of being bad.. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? *sometimes if I'm like home sick laying on the couch and flipping channels... Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? *kinda Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? *dancing and being with those I love Honestly, do you bite your nails? *nope Honestly, what is your mood right now? *happy and a little confuzzled Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment? *DAMIAN!!!! Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? *oh yes I have a few actually Honestly, do you hate someone right now? *not hate just don't like... Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? *once again DAMIAN!!! Honestly, do your wrists hurt? *nope Honestly, are you in denial? *not anymore Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? *well duh! who wouldnt? hello that's a no brainer... especially because I'm at work.... id anyone who would chose work over sex Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in person? *id rather talk in person Honestly, does anyone like you? *i think so, but im very confused in that department Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? *I don't really know... but for some odd reason I sorta hope that it does.. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? *yes i did Survey #3 does your profile song have any special meaning? A couple of them what song is stuck in your head? I'll walk, by: Bucky Covington midnight, who were you texting? No one I was sleeping! what are you most worried about? Everything how different are you from three years ago? Oh very very different. let a good friend/ex/bestfriend go this year? yep... when is the next time you will see the person you like? um... I'm not saying exactly when... but in a few hours or so.... when was the last time you cried really badly? Um a few weeks ago... in August do you like your life at the moment? I wouldn't trade it for anyone else's but there is somethings that I wish I could change... are you currently frustrated with someone? not really, unless myself counts... do you have a friend that starts with the letter X? nope you want to get married? yes I do. is anything alive in your room? do spiders count? I'm almost positive that there are spiders in there.... found another web. do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yeah were any of your past relationships worth it? yes they were been in a hospital this year? yes... but not for me I was there for Damian according to your ex, are you pretty? Yep what's the last piercing you got? The top of my right ear... but I decided to take it out.... do you know if anyone likes you? um... no actually.. I wish that I knew about someone... but I guess I'm not supposed to know... talk to your exes? some of them, a few I still consider friends and want in my life... have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a c? yes do you have trust issues? yeah, I think everyone does. do you currently have a hickey? nope is your dad a jerk? NO WAY ever been to Alaska? No someday maybe honestly, what are you sick of? Being so confused. have you ever regretted letting someone go? I used to, but not anymore who is the last person to sleep in your bed? me. how long does it take for you to get ready? Depends on the day. in the past week have you gotten your hair cut? nope whose bed did you sleep in last? mine has someone disappointed you recently? Yeah do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"? yeah how long is your hair? idk pretty long I guess... past my shoulders do you still turn to your parents for advice? yep all the time ever have surgery? yep a few are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's? both if i'm correct. been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? Who hasn't? are you still friends with people from kindergarten? um... not really... do you want to see someone this very minute? um.. it doesn't actually matter... I'm fine... it's not like I'm not going to see them later anyways... has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it? yeah.... but it doesn't change anything now... what do you think of your number 2 on your top friends? He's amazing!! last thing to piss you off? um.... myself... do you like the person you are becoming? for the most part sure.. name something you have to do tomorrow? Watch a movie. :)

9.09.2008

Quick update for ya'll!!

Everything is going really well. I'm really enjoying being on tour team. So stoked to go to world champs next year and compete!! Then tour Europe!! I wish I could tour even more than I'll get to.. oh well maybe one day.... There is also a possibility of us going to china but we'll see...... School is semi going ok... I'm already a little bit behind in a couple classes but that is because I spent all of last weekend at the hospital instead of doing my homework... My nephew was born On Friday September 5, 2008. 6 lbs 3 Oz's. 17 1/2 inches tall... He is so freaking cute and adorable!!! He had some complications but is doing Wonderful now... he weighs about 5 1/2 lbs now... There is absolutely Nothing to him but skin and A WHOLE TON of extra skin lol. It is so cute though!!! I'll make a photo album with photobucket.com as soon as I can... I'm not sure when I'll be able to yet... Plus I want A BILLION pictures on there of him so yeah... you'll see him soon enough. His name is Damian Johnathon Crawley... He looks just like his daddy with some traits from his mommy that do stick out as well. He is the most precious thing I know. I love him so much and I'm totally going to spoil him.... Not to mention I'm totally going to be the freakin awesome aunt that travels the world and brings back all these cool foreign toys and all sorts of weird things for him to have. He's absolutely amazing in every way. So I've decided that this is the year that I spoil myself and Especially spoil Damian!!! I got a new laptop, a new ipod touch, a new car, a new this and a new that, oh and I'm remodeling my room like I've always wanted too... like totally painting and revamping the arrangement and EVERYTHING!!! it's going to pretty much be the bomb!! That's what I'll be doing for Christmas this year lol.. :) I'm so EXCITED!!! It's pretty much going to just look hot!! Anyways... my ipod is done restoring so I need to head back down to my office in the basement that has absolutely no wireless connection until I buy my own airport, so that I can have it.. So yeah got to go get back to my work and my assignments.... but know that I love you all!!! And I hope you are all doing wonderful!! Give me updates on yourself too!! or send me the emails when you post something new on your blog ok? Ok well Loves!!! Peace, Kim

8.30.2008

Um a little more Explaination....

Ok so... for those of you who have access to my facebook and myspace accounts... idk if you noticed my status's about being scared or not... but I just want you all to know that I'm ok... it's just I'm scared about a small little thing.... I have someone that is really scaring me and I have tried and tried to talk to him and tell him how I feel and he just doesn't get it... yes I'm scared of him... however I'm more scared that I've finally given him the warning that if he doesn't get it this time and doesn't understand the fact that he's crossed the line way to many times for comfort... that I will press charges... No this is not one of my exes either just to clarify. I'm mainly scared that if he doesn't listen this time and he doesn't respect my wishes of leaving me alone that I do have to file the charges against him so that when I warned him and told him that I don' t take this lightly and I'm dead serious... I don't go back on my word and I actually follow through.... But we must do what needs to be done... and in thought of my own safety for once I know what needs to be done if this gets pushed one more time. Anyways I hope that this will clear things up at least a little bit for some of you.... if you have any questions please feel free to comment. and I'll do my best to email you in response. Love you all. I must go for now.. Peace out... Kim

8.12.2008

MY NEW BABY!!!!!!

Photobucket Album

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OK SO I'M SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE!!!!! SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON THAT I JUST HAVE FELT SO OVERSTRESSED I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WITH IT..... Here's the latest... I'm single, I'm still living in my parents basement (and I'm ok with it and love it!!), I'm on the tour team, going to school full-time, working on campus still, and now I'm a Beauty Consultant with MK. So much has happened that I just don't even know what to say.... however one thing that I will say is that..... I GOT A NEW CAR!!!!!!! ALL BY MYSELF TOO... it's completely and entirely mine!!!! :D Here are some pics! Ok I'm heading out so I love you all and I'll try to post again sooner rather than later!!!!! Peace Out!! ~Kim

7.02.2008

HOLY CRUD!!!

Ok so I apologize!!! I know that it's been way super uber long since I last posted on here and let you all know how my life was going and what was going on.... Here is a quick update.... I deleted a certain someone from my friends list on my sites that I have, ya know facebook, myspace.... here there everywhere he no longer has any access to my life or what is going on at that time.... That has relieved a lot of stress and heart ache out of my life... However life has still been WAY WAY stressful and very interesting... I'm now single again... things didn't exactly work out with the guy I had talked about, however we are still really good friends and you never know what will happen in the future.... It's not like we had it out or anything just other things came up that need to be taken care of before we really actually tried a relationship etc...which I'm fine with...:) Um I'm not sure if I posted the fact that I'm on the tour team now or at least for the summer... :) YAY!!! I have three trips planned for August... I'm now working 3 jobs and going to school full time... :) Hooray for me lol... Pretty ok ones though... One of them is that I'm now a Mary Kay consultant... so if you ever need anything let me know and I can order it in for you so that you don't have to try to find a consultant or what have you...:) I'm mainly doing it to earn extra money so that I can start saving for tour in the spring. :) So I'm not trying to earn a car or get my own team, I won't pressure you into signing up and joining with me... that's your choice. I just know that they have some pretty amazing stuff that I love and highly recommend. The main thing that I use is their cleanser because it's the only one I've found that hasn't made me break out or make my skin freak out on me. I love it. However now that we have moved from regular makeup to ALL mineral based makeup and I LOVE IT!!! I actually wear base now because it seriously feels like I don't have any on at all. And I love the eye shadows as well because the color doesn't fade off of me and it doesn't crease up either. It stays nice and smooth on my skin now. :) Any who... I was on tv yesterday morning on the FOX13 news with big Buddha performing in the background it was pretty fun... other than the fact that I was sick all day so I sorta felt like crap.... Oh and OMG the day before Monday night...... yeah ok so... I went to a concert with Josh Gracin, Collin Raye, and Joe Nichols..... and I was right up next to the stage!!!! AAAHHHH I have a picture of Joe Nichols oh and a video of him while he was singing and standing right next to my hand leaning over the top of me... IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME!!! Anyways yeah I know I'm a dork.... Well I'm not as busy this week or I shouldn't be from here on out for awhile so I should do a lot better at posting and saying what's going on....But for right now.... I need to finish eating my lunch and get back to work without distractions.... :) But mucho MUCHO love to you all!!!! :) Peace out
ttyl~ Kim

6.16.2008

Sorry

Ok so it's been awhile since I've posted... Sorry bout that... it's been pretty hectic the last couple days.... Let me give you a quick, this is what happened.... Me and Seth have had 2 private lessons with Tara trying to get ready for auditions... and they've worked out really good... I'm hoping he'll change his mind... even if I pay for all of the privates I don't even care right now... Saturday I laid out for awhile and while I was layin out I had a friend stop by, One of those long time no see friends... So Saturday night I ended up hanging out with him... It was pretty cool I got to go see Kung Fu Panda..IT WAS AWESOME!! And attractive... lol Sunday I went to Sacrament then drove down to Provo for Seth's homecoming.... It was really good. Then spent the rest of the day with my family. So those are the main highlights from the past few days... I've basically just been totally wiped out and tired... Another reason why I haven't posted... Anywho I'm gonna go so I can finish eating and get ready for school... Love you all... Peace! ttyl~Kim

6.11.2008

Mm'Kay then

So I guess I didn't really realize how too freaking true my horoscope really is today... I just got some bad news... I can totally understand and I'm not mad at him... I'm more mad at myself for being so freaking excited about finally having a chance to maybe prove myself to someone, and I think that chance is just totally shot. So I really don't know what's next anymore and I wish I could honestly say I don't really care but the bad thing is that I really do care. It sucks like hell! But I should be used to stuff like this... I'll just try to keep my head up and wait for my chance in life right? Wrong pretty much I'm sick of waiting and I don't really feel like holding my head up any more so I'm pretty sure I'm going to let it drop again and just try to move on with life again.... So pretty much I don't exactly want to be where I am right now, and I'm really hoping that I get a text from someone soon to save me from letting myself sulk over something I shouldn't give a dang about.... Why do we let things mean so much to us in life? Why are we able to find something that we love, that we feel we can accomplish some kind of something in and sometimes maybe even seem like we are good at it... and let that Have such an effect on our lives that it just keeps stinging like crap every time you get shot down? Sometimes I really wish that I was dumb enough to myself that I'd take the easy road out of things... Then I think back on my past and I remember how when it wasn't my choice to take that path, how bad my life really sucked. Then I know that I can't take the easy way out, I can't just give up... I'm daddy's feisty little redhead I don't give up and I don't give in right? well most of the time that's how it's been. Sometimes I so wish that I grew up being mommy's little mouse so that when I chose to be that role now it wouldn't seem like I'm just running from something or be a chicken and pull away. Right now I just wish that I could just go curl up in my little 'cubby' at grandma's house and just be by myself and play with my little lite in the socket.... Yeah if only... I can't even fit my legs all the way in my 'cubby' anymore let alone my whole body... So this is where daddy's little redhead comes out and say well see then there is no sense feeling bad anymore when there is nothing you can do about it any further. So here is where I'm going to leave this dumb entry and forget about it.... So Peace. TTYL ~Kim

Smiles!!

So this is going to be fairly short cuz I'm sick of typing today and I've gotta type up a paper in a little while.... I just have to say that I got to see someone last night and it was AMAZING!!! It was just a lot of fun to hang out and chill and not feel pressured to be something or someone I'm not. We went shopping, Hung out, Set stuff up, Organized, and just laughed. It was great... I can't wait to hang out with him again.
So this morning Laura got back to team and it was fun having her back. Me and Seth got to dance like 3/4 of the time with them because they were working on the cha-cha that we helped Laura clean. It was way fun and I'm looking forward to getting our own routines for competition. :) Other than that not to much else has happened today. I'm just out of it... I'm at work so I can't work on my homework because the phone calls just make me loose my train of thought... which isn't usually nice when I'm writing about something lol... So that makes it a lost cause, not to mention IR's dumb surveyors are here and being retarded... So that doesn't help me work on my homework either. So any who... My Horoscope for the day sorta hit me right on the head because it told me like almost exactly what I was thinking at the moment I looked at it... Well not what I was thinking but an answer to what I was thinking about..... lol

Aquarius: You have no idea how to resolve an issue, so just be honest and say you're not sure what to do next. .

Anyways I'm gonna head I love you all!!!!! Peace out!!!

ttyl~Kim