This freaking SUCKS!!!!!

Ok so this totally freakin bites!!!! Here is my little shpill about 2 different things that are really bugging me right now sorry it's sorta just a let it out blog... 1. So me ad this guy were friends he went to a different school, so I work for the admissions and registration department at UVU right? Well this guy comes to me, had me help him with registration, telling him days and times of auditions for team, talking to the coach of the team, etc etc etc... Ok so pretty much I did him all these little favors... Well then we do actually end up on the same team which is great ad all. I'm not bad mouthing my team member or anything... but this is how I feel he repays me... He has this attitude that he is better than everyone else and he listens to NO one!! He missed the first couple days of choreography and formations for Latin Medley.... So he comes in last Friday and we are all telling him that he needs to be directly behind his partner in this one spot... it's where we take the formation from being spaced like across the floor to in this little teeny tiny clump....where you don't even have room to bring your arm up half way..... well I'm a not even a full line behind him I'm almost in line with him... and me and my partner are on the outside of the clump, so if he's not in his place, we cant be in ours then we get in trouble for throwing the whole formation off... So everyone is continually telling him you need to scoot in RIGHT behind your partner and we start on the RIGHT foot not the left.... Well he doesn't listen to anyone.. he ended up basically being right where I was supposed to be in the formation.... which was where I was actually located because we thought tat if we scooted into our correct place he'd take the hint and scoot in.... Oh boy were we wrong... He ended up starting on the left foot and being kiddy korner from his partner and crushing my toes with his Cuban heel.... Luckily it was close to the ended of the dance and team all together.... So we get done dancing and I'm trying to tell him that he really needs to scoot in,,, and show him my bloodied up toes... But no he says: "leave me alone for a minute... not right now I'm trying to learn this..." So I let them show him this step and let him do it a couple times then say his name again... he follows with: " leave me alone don't talk to me go away" (or very close to that) So I finally gave up and said to hell with it... So I went to my next class and was trying to take off my Latin shoes which wasn't working out so well and put me in tears... so my coach sees gets mad at me then has someone escort me to the student health services where they clean me up and then put me in a freakin boot and tell me I now can't dance for 2 to 3 weeks.... Which in all reality.... NO ONE tells me that I can't dance anymore... this happened once upon a time... never again... So walking back I break into tears and told my mom it's probably just sprained not broken... so she decided that I could go 1 or 2 weeks instead of 2 or 3... So I'm hoping we are right so I don't get injured worse than I already am... So basically I help this kid out with all this crap and he repays me by making it so that I can't dance and then acts like a total jerk to me.... Oh and then for the first time he like acknowledges me in like a couple days since it happened.... he's like what happened?? Then he asks who did it and I was like someone... and he's like it wasn't me.... Yeah I had to freaking turn around before I decked the kid.... because I was in arms distance.... IT SUCKS!!! So now I'm sittin in Latin class watching everyone else do what I love to do Including him.... and I can't freakin do it because of him.... SUCKS!!!! Ok.... so 2. I really started falling for this guy that is a really good example to me, reminds me what I really actually want in life and in a guy, respects me, in awesome to me, spends a lot of time with me.... Even though I was planning on not falling for anyone right now and just taking care of myself for a while... but said that if something happened I'd do my best and just go with it, that way I didn't loose out on a chance of something that might end up being a good thing.... then I just found out that he is dating a girl that I used to be friends with that I very well know can be a heart breaker because she dated my best friend when we were younger... Yeah I don't like her anymore and it sucks... especially because she isn't even in the country until close to the end of the next month.... but now does that mean that all the time that I get to spend with him now is going to be gone when she comes home?? The worst thing... I found this out because I seen her picture on the background of his phone like 2 days after we did a whole dinner and movie night thing together among other things.. I seen it when we were spending time together, so the next day I checked her profile and it's a picture of them in front of the temple and her relationship said that she was in one.... So I finally just got the courage up to ask him about it and whether or not they were really dating today... so he tells me and then he asks this doesn't change our friendship though does it? I was like no never I'd never let anything come in between and ruin the friendship that we have, which is true... but it totally bites because I know that he knows I like him... and we have amazing chemistry on and off the dance floor... and awhile ago I swore that I'd never date any dancers again... and then finally one proved to be totally and completely different and not stuck up and not a slut or whatever the crap.... and he's taken.... can I just say I truly and completely believe and stand behind the Quote: ALL MEN ARE LIKE PARKING SPACES! ALL THE GOOD ONES ARE EITHER TAKEN OR HANDICAPPED!!!! LOL Any who this just goes back to the whole post of I wish I could just dance and not have to deal with anything else in life like dating or whatever the hell else there is...... Ok well I'm really tired of typing and class is going to be ending soon anyways....I just want you all to know that I love you and thank you for everything that you've all done for me and given to me... Thank you for being there for me... I'll try to write again soon and hopefully next time I'll have something more positive to write about.... Oh I know... I'll do a post all dedicated to my little snuggle bug Damian Johnathon Crawley... But to do this I want to post a bunch of pictures... so once I get those then I will post it! Ok love you all ttyl Peace ~Kim