Wow

So I had this really overwhelming experience the other day... Tuesday night I had a dream about Brady and I going to the temple and spending time there together. Then the next day... I was getting ready for my fashion show at my school. (which I totally won by the way!! Got a few hundred dollars worth of prizes!! More later) And I went home for lunch, as always because it saves money. I went and checked the mail and there was a letter from my soldier!!! YAY!! I was so excited! So I went in the house and opened it up... I started reading it and I got this very strong feeling like I was going to have an answer confirmed again... So I kept reading on.. By the second page I was all teary eyed. By the end of the letter I was weeping like a little baby. Brady is so great and he treats me SO good!! Better than a queen. It's hard sometimes because I still have several words in my head from when I was abused at a younger age telling me that I don't deserve a good guy. And that I'd never ever get someone who would treat me right or as a daughter of God. I struggle a lot with it because I want to believe that I do... but sometimes every now and then those words are replayed in my mind.. I wish that they would just go away but I know that it's one of my trials that I chose in the premortal life to deal with. Brady continues to help me with this task. He knows I struggle so he is always trying to reassure me and then show me how much he loves me doubled. :) He's amazing and I don't know how I got to be such a lucky girl to end up with him. I can't even say that he's the man of my dreams and the one I've always wanted... because he's better. My dreams weren't even this good. :) This is how I feel. :) BUT.... We aren't together right now. So because of that, we meet each other every night in our dreams... So for the meantime... my dreams are better for a short time.. Because my life would be nothing without him in it. So Brady graduated from Basic Training yesterday!! YAY I'm SO proud of him!!! I wasn't able to make it because of the expense and school. However I'm planning on a road trip to see him while he is stationed in AZ. I can't wait to be able to see his smiling face in person again... :) I know that he's doing well and hopefully he'll be able to get over the boot camp crud soon and not have to deal with that horrible cough anymore... So pray for him to overcome it please! The fashion show that I did was through the salon that I'm at right now. We did Movie themes. So we chose a movie, a character from it and then had to have a model. We had to dress them up, hair, makeup, costuming, etc... I chose to do Mrs. Doubtfire. :) My amazing brother Tim helped me out by being my model. It turned out AWESOME!!! He did a very good job at being Mrs. Doubtfire. And we ended up winning because of it!! Which is GREAT!! I won some pretty great stuff too. and next time my brother comes into the salon he gets a free service. It's pretty cool! When I get the video back from having it transferred to a DVD I'll post a DVD of his performance down the run way!!!! :) It was great!!!! But for the mean time.. here's a sorta ok picture from a camera phone. :)well I'm going to head for now because I'm supposed to have a client coming in here soon.. I'll post again soon!! With some more pictures, video's etc. Love to all!!!! Kim